Tuesday, Oct. 07, 2003
11:59

pop punk, no french

i havn't heard fomr lexie in 3 days. he promised he would call. it's like he only calls to hurt me or to talk about being depressed. it's not that i want him to stop saring his feelings and seeking help, i just want some nice cconfersations that make me smile. i hope he isn't leading jamie on when he calls her. also, what is joni's angle. sh acts like she wants to be my friend yet she doesn't. i think it was a ploy in the first place. i wonder if he misses me. maybe he i cutting me off. i hate dealing with this shit when he is on tour. our relationship is so fucked. it just makes us freak out. you wold think he would call more. maybe he isnt calling becasue he doesnt want me to bitch about him not calling. ha.

five more:
pop punk, no french
maybe audery has it right.
i hate the way things wash out
dead petals
stop making me a crazy bitch, you crazy bitch


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